Anyway, slept and am surprised I still feel bit numb over what has happened. I did say yesterday that I think it has lot to do with family tree research giving me a stronger connection with family and that my nan, who I grew up close to, was a huge royalist. I do miss her and know how she'd feel.
But I've always been very sceptical of the royals and their role. Maybe I'm just a grumpy old bastard.
I tuned out entirely from the weddings and Phillip's death but shocked my own self that I have BBC on now.
Mostly it's just chatter in the background, and I would like to know the football plan so I can get my FPL team sorted.
Wall to wall coverage in so many places is a bit much but I wouldn't normally watch TV anyway. I'm sure all you lads that are unhappy it's wall to wall wouldn't normally have the TV on anyway. It'll soon be over. Relax.
I look forward to the weekends footy so I hope it's on. I think it should be. I echo someone else that said it will be nice if we have stadiums full of fans cheering and singing respect. This country usually does silences respectfully and I am sure it will be enforced so at footy games by older fans.
I do just think we can all allow this for a short while. Its not the 80s and we all have Netflix etc if we want to escape the news. We have music subs and can play something happier.
Anyone getting really angry needs to drink a good old British cuppa and relax a bit.
I am unlikely to watch the funeral and I still have thoughts that the Monarchy needs to change with the times. But, in a way I never expected to feel, I think I can understand why many are saddened. I was sad at the death of Bowie or Sean Lock. Why not Queen Elizabeth II, who I do think was a nice old lady really?
We can all put up with a bit of mourning for a while. Just do it your own way. It won't kill us to see this a few days.
And that cuppa is a damn good idea actually...off to do so.