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AlanSOS

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AlanSOS last won the day on October 24 2023

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  1. Chelmsford City have had some very famous players play for them over the years including former Spurs and England forward Jimmy Greaves, former European Cup winner with Aston Villa in 1982 Nigel Spink, former Spurs winger and Leicester manager Peter Taylor as well as former Ipswich, Tottenham and Scotland forward Alan Brazil. They are the ones I can think of off the top of my head. In their heyday in the 1960’s and early 1970’s they would regularly attract 5,000 crowds to their old New Writtle Street stadium. In the early 1970’s they even played a then First Division (EPL) team Ipswich Town managed by future England and Barcelona boss Bobby Robson in the FA Cup. In front of a packed 18,000 capacity crowd City went down to a star-studded Ipswich team 2-1. Sadly they have never played any higher than what would now be the fifth tier of English football. In the pre-Conference days City were regular applicants for election for promotion to the Football League, sadly their league rivals of Wimbledon, Cambridge United and Hereford United would usurp City and win that vote, even though on two of those occasions City actually won the league championship. We can all but hope that one day City will gain their rightful place in the league.
  2. Thanks warlock. 👍 This can be closed now, if a mod would like to do the honours.
  3. Thank you all for the kind responses. Its good to know that in the current climate that there are some decent souls still in this world.
  4. Maybe I’m blind, but I can’t find the option for my wingers to periodically swap sides during a game. I’ve searched and can’t find it. Please help this blind, incompetent old man!
  5. Ok, this is a bit of a ramble. Apologies. This might come as something of an odd post, but I really want to get this off my chest. I suffer with severe episodes of deep depression and have been on medication for it for the last six years. My escape has always been computer games and especially the football management games. I have been playing since the very first original Football Manager by Kevin Toms way back in 1986 when I got my first computer for Christmas as a fresh faced 10 year old. I then naturally and eventually progressed on to the Amiga and the original big box Championship Manager games. Myself and my dad used to play CM93 together starting in the lower leagues as different teams and climbing the leagues and would have great fun when our teams played against each other! We eventually purchased our first PC in 1997 and so came CM97/98 and dad could finally put in the team he supported as a boy, Chelmsford City. We both played that game to death. Then eventually came CM3 and in particular CM01/02, where again, with Chelmsford he took them to the Premier League and won everything with them. He played CM4 and CM03/04 but then sadly my mum became ill and he spent his time with her and looking after her. I, on the other hand, carried on into the Football Manager series before stopping at FM11 when it became necessary to use Steam. I was against it at the time, I won’t go into details, but over the next nine years I played FM11 to death having taken teams from the very depths of the English leagues to European glory. I knew the game inside out, who to buy, what tactics to use, I felt I’d mastered it. In 2014, we sadly lost my mum after a long period of poor illness and my dad fell into a bout of depression. My sister gave him an old laptop and I installed FM11 on it for him. He was now able to be his beloved team straight away without having to edit them. I had to teach him how to play it as he hadn’t played it for so long, but he was soon able to get Chelmsford into the Premier League and win everything in sight. He would only ever play as Chelmsford. What you have to bear in mind at this point, dad was in his early 70’s and sharp as a tack. Eventually I migrated to FM20 and would tell dad all about the game, sadly the game wouldn’t run on his new computer and he’d always say “I’m quite happy with this!”, this being FM11. He was still playing the game right through the COVID lockdowns. Even after some hospital stays he would come home and first thing he’d do was load up FM11. However, as a consequence of growing old his eyesight was beginning to deteriorate, to the point he had Macular Degeneration and would struggle to see the screen on his computer and so he stopped playing, even after we tried various methods of enlarging the screen, from an over monitor screen enlarger to a 32” HD TV. In July of last year my dad had a very bad fall where he broke several ribs and a vertebrae, as well as suffering a lung contusion. Ultimately, it cost him his life and sadly dad passed away on 22nd of July last year at the age of 79. This affected my mental health severely that I have had to have therapy. I wouldn’t do anything to occupy my mind, no FM, no TV, no music, nothing. Eventually, my sister told me I needed to do something to occupy myself, this was this time last year and so I purchased the FM23 beta. I got into it very quickly and my mood was lifting. I wasn’t on it all day, but just enough to pick me up when I was feeling down. Fast forward to this year and I have purchased the FM24 beta and absolutely love it! I could say I’m addicted. I have watched various streamers on YouTube and have read various forums and I feel like I was feeling back when CM01/02 first come out, I have that excitement. To sum it up, what Miles said in his fireside chat at EGX really struck a chord. This game has helped with my mental health, it gives me that escapism to just press that power button, double click the FM icon and forget all the bad things that have happened or are happening. Right now I can honestly say that after 10 years or so, I am finally in a good place with my life and I have to say I owe some of that to FM for giving me that escapism. So please allow me to say this on behalf of anyone who suffers with mental health issues or any other issues, thank you to Sports Interactive and Sega for providing such a magnificent outlet of escapism. Lastly if anyone reading this is going through some issues with mental health, please, please, please do not be afraid to seek help, be it from your GP, local mental health services via 111 in the UK or even the Samaritans, it should no longer be treated as a stigma in men of any age. Remember, there is always someone there to talk to.
  6. Kinda hoping its not today…… It is Friday the 13th after all. In all seriousness, I reckon it’ll be late next week.
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